6 Sure Signs You Suffer from the Addiction to Drama

6 Sure Signs You Suffer from the Addiction to Drama

1. You Love To Gossip. (Oh look, they blooged about us again. Have you heard what they're saying?)
2. You Are Always In The Middle of a Crisis. (If shit's going down, you can bet he's in town.)
3. You're Glued to the News, Magazines And Stories About X Y & Z. (STILL reading the blogs? Haha.)
4. You Have a Tendency Toward Over Reacting versus Rational Behavior (I HAVE NO FRIENDS ON THE INTERNET I NEED TO COMMIT SUICIDE.)
5. Everything is a Bigger Deal than it Actually is (No one is talking to me wah wah)
6. You're a Pot Stirrer (Don't worry about the drama, dear. You've done nothing wrong.)

I figured as long as certain people are still reading my blog, I might as well provide a diagnosis for them.

Did you know Drama is an actual, real addiction? Some people should check out rehab centers..-coughcough-

Anyway.

Something has been on my mind for awhile now. It's actually not just this one little bug that has been biting me, but I've actually seen this in the younger Simming Community more than once by more than one different person.

The whole "I have no friends, I'm going to kill myself."

Suicide isn't something to joke about. It's very serious, and it's not just something you say because you are butthurt. It is so offensive to me to see that being used as a manipulation tactic to both gain pity and attention.

People who make things up, such as suicide, self harm, divorce, a sudden change in sexuality, a death or chronic illness in the family, should seek some help. This is a terrible, sickening desperation. Yeah, I pity these people- but not because I feel bad for the lies they create, but because they are so desperate for any friends or just a tiny bit of attention from someone they feel the need to make up such things.

Of course, it is the internet, so no one can tell if you are for sure lying or not, but at the same time if this is a chronic thing or you know well enough that the person isn't being truthful, there's a problem there.

If anyone is genuinely suicidal, there are several hot lines you can call where trained professionals can help you, but crying over the internet will never solve the more serious problem behind it.

And as far as being friends with someone who is genuinely, honestly suicidal, there is only so much help you can give them if they refuse to help themselves by seeking out professional care.

On a less serious note, I am getting more into arts and crafts and less into Simming and Modeling and all that jazz. Plus, the drama is kind of ridiculous at this point. The popular kids can dig their noses out of each other's asses long enough to turn them up and think they've won, but when it gets to this point, the community drawn down the line with paranoia and alienation, then there's no winner and anyone who continues to support this is just honestly ridiculous.

So, for a short time at least, I am going to play my game to enjoy it and maybe peace out of the actual community of Simming.
I have actual, real friends (Ash and Cait) who sim, so I no longer feel the need to be a part of the actual community anymore. If I take a kickass picture or write an awesome story, I can just share it with them. I don't need the ass-pats and cat fights that come with being a member of the Simming Community.

As far as my OTHER awesome friends go (Bina, Early, Aza, JKA, Chouxie, ect.), I've given out my contact information and hope that this will turn from Simming Friends, to Friends who Sim.

<3

Hello Bitches.

Since apparently you are reading my blog and soaking up anything I say, despite being 'done with drama' and leaving forever (but really brb), I just wanted to say hello.

Hope you like what you're reading. I know I love being able to bitch on my personal blog about the asswipes of the Sim world and knowing they are blocked from commenting.

Must really get your knickers in a twist.
It's highly amusing.

And by the way, if you are going to form some sort of secret plan, don't put it on a public forum viewable by the enemy. Kind of kills it, don't ya think?
Guess someone else was using the collective brain cell that day.

Alrighty, I just wanted to say hello to my faithful readers! <3

Rot in hell, hoes.
-Pen

Note: This blog is only referring to specific people. They know who they are.

Washed my hands clean...

of toxic people.

The whole thing is done, which I am very happy about.

It's good to be done with the three witches. The air already feels a little easier to breath.

On that same strain, I was recently inspired to make a siggy based on someone's very in-your-face (and not true to the user who was sporting it) BI AND PROUD sig.




Feel free to take and use. You DO NOT need to give credit, but if you want to than great. Rock it with pride nomatter what your sexuality is!

I think I want to make more random siggies. Suggestions are always welcome. <3

Urban Decay

Soooo, I joined a new Sim Modeling comp. Two, actually. Static Future, and Urban Decay.

The following pictures are NOT from Urban Decay, but are OF Urban Decay. Sort of.




I'm showing them off because I think I'm getting better at in-games and building sets. But, we'll see.

Art Request List

Horsey - Bunny
Early - Elephant with rainbow Afro
Bina - Purple Dragon

So I don't forget.

17 Followers...

And not a single post since the 29th. Shame, shame on me.

Speaking of shame, I have none- I am going to shamelessly pimp out my boyfriend's artsy blog.


http://manyhattedman.livejournal.com/

(Though, most- if not all of you who follow me are UnBound peeps, meaning you have already seen this link many, many times.)

But- thank you very much for clicking and enjoy your blogspam.
Have a nice day. :P

Awkward Undbound Chat #1: What Do Rabbits Eat?

I decided to start this little segment in my blog because UnBound has a lot of hilarious, awkward chats and they bare repeating.

Here's one from tonight:

[22:19:34] @ penskii : Did you know you are supposed to give your a chunk of raw beef, poultry, or rabbit deboned to keep they're gums clean and teeth good?

[22:19:39] @ penskii : Like a small hunk every day

[22:19:54] Cutebina : wow

[22:20:00] Cutebina : You what?

[22:20:05] Cutebina : your what?

[22:20:15] @ penskii : ....

[22:20:18] @ penskii : hahahahahahaha

[22:20:20] @ penskii : your cat

[22:20:25] Crazy : I'm trying to

[22:20:28] NinjaKay♥ : lol

[22:20:36] Crazy : finish all my comp entries before vaycay

[22:20:46] Cutebina : OH Your cat

[22:20:50] @ penskii : hahahahaha

[22:20:51] @ penskii : omg

[22:21:03] Cutebina : I thought you meant your rabbit

[22:21:14] Cutebina : I'm like Beef?.... TO A RABBit?

[22:21:16] Early : Where you goin gurl

[22:21:16] @ penskii : HAHAHHAHAHA noooo

[22:21:23] Early : <_>

[22:21:32] Cutebina : WHAT KIND OF A MIXED UP PLACE IS THIS?

[22:21:36] @ penskii : omg I am so stupid

[22:21:39] * Cutebina goes back to Neopets

[22:21:41] @ penskii : hahahahaha

[22:21:50] Early : o_o

I haven't updated this in awhile, buuut..

I am updating it now. =P

In Early's Static, UnMasked is (finally) up to Assignment 2, and I'm working on a Round Robin Genre-Acy that needs ONE MORE AUTHOR (c'mon guys...please?)

In real life news, I have *the* most amazing boyfriend. He is nothing short of awesome. I adore him.


How the hell are ya, guys?

Metrocon...

was amazing.

Genuinely nothing short of amazing. Granted, it started off a little rocky (I did sit in my chocolate shake, and you can image what that looked like), but it ended on such a wonderful note that the shake no longer matters. (Though, I do enjoy retelling the story for the humor value.)

MOST of the unbound people have gotten a direct recap of the events that happened, but this is becoming one of those things that I am telling over and over again (which I love this story, so it's cool) and I think some people (Felicia, Ash, Phebes) will be tired of it by the 7th time.

So, I'm going to spare the whole story here, since so many have heard it. If you knew what happened, then awesome.
If you don't know what happened, assume I was a badass ninja and made a decent amount of money.

But, seriously, my con rocked so hard I can't even put into words. At least, the end of the second day, and then Sunday rocked so hard I can't even put into words.

Now, I need to get back to regularly scheduled Simming. =)

When I was your age, I had chocolate milk.

Random non-simming topic is slightly random, but I am lurking the news in my area and I just overheard the reporter say they are considering removing flavored milk from our school system.

Flavored milk.

Now, I'm not trying to start a debate. Healthy eating is a great habit to have (though, not something I personally practice.), and it's great they are trying to teach kids how to eat properly.

But...flavored milk?

It'll be weird when I'm an old lady and I can say When I was your age, We had flavors in our milk.
Though, maybe, with the high fat content in milk, I'll be saying "When I was your age, I had milk."

This post is slightly pointless, I don't even drink milk anyway.

Sim: Oak Varhn

Since I got nominated Weirdest Sim Maker for L's awards, I decided to make a weird Sim. Here's Oak, she's a witch.

Custom Content By:
Skin by Fawkes
Hair by Newsea
Eyes by EsmeraldaF

I don't recall where I got the make up from, let me know.

You May: Use my Sims in Legacies/Stories, for your Machinima, for your Modeling pictures, as a base to make your own Sims, to make banners, buttons, and web layouts.
Basically- whatever, just don't claim them as your own! Give credit where credit is due, thanks. =)

http://www.mediafire.com/file/f6m3ikxufiwin4m/Oak_Vahrn.sim

To Ash, With Love

Sometimes, I just like to play around in photoshop...

Edited headshot of my Simself. It already had hair- I just went with it as a base and made it longer. Full list of what is done:

1. Hair Drawing
2. Edited the eyes
3. Added a little blush
4. Added Lipstick
5. Removed Clothes
6. Eyebrow
7. Border

I am a bad, dirty girl...

Random ad done just for fun. Quick, not that great, but I like it.
Need to do more things like this.

UnMasked: Can YOU Solve the Mystery?

http://sims3unbound.forumotion.com/t274-unmasked-cycle-1-sign-ups-can-you-solve-the-mystery#6936

"Hello Simmers, welcome to a whole new kind of competition. The name of the game is anonymity.
The contestants- the judges, even the host are all shrouded in secrecy. This is not just a Modeling Competition, this is a Mystery.
Can YOU solve it?

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The premise here is that contestants will email/PM all assignments/competition related issues (turn in pics, ask for extensions, ect) and no one will know who's pic belongs to who until the end of the competition. This eliminates the issue of people not joining competitions because they feel intimidated and allows everyone- from the contestants to the lurkers, to have a little bit of fun while the competition is going on.

I hope this helps everyone think outside the box and work on the elements of their pictures that they might not be strongest at."

I was never good at baseball...

So why does life keep throwing me curveballs? lol

Still recovering from the thing with Mickey, but feeling a little bit better everyday. Have decided on a course of action for my love life, now if only I could get that man to write me back then I would be all good.
But, on my quest to find the special someone (someones?) just for me I have discovered that dating... kind of sucks.

The first person to show interest in my happened right after the break up and if you hang around at The Unbound chat as often as I do then you've already heard the story.

Boy meets girl, boy makes nice talk to girl, boy turns out to be a weird creeper and potential stalker.

At least it was through this horrible experience that I finally realized the man for me has been right under my nose for the past six years or so.

Now to figure out how to actively pursue him without coming off as a bother. Hmn. I think two emails and a phonecall should be enough for now.
Maybe.

I probably won't be able to do the email thing for awhile anyway since life has seen fit to throw me another curveball in the form of the internet on my laptop not working, nomatter what I do.
That God the parentals have different internet then I do, but I hate having to use this dinosaur of a computer for all of my web surfing needs.

I wish I could get back into Simming fulltime but even that has become a frustration to me.

Life, I swear to freaking God if you throw me another hard hitter I am going to throw it right back at you.

Baseball termonology might be wrong.
I am a nerd, don't expect so much out of me.

Lying, sneaking, cheating...akldladkj

Okay so. This blog post is going to be less about hilarity and more about how men, in general, suck.

So, my fiance' (or, now, ex-fiance'), and I had a sort of open relationship. I said I was cool if he wanted to be with other women, and vice versa, as long as he was open and honest with me.

Turns out, he wasn't.

Ladies and gentlemen...there was another woman. For a long time, that I didn't know about.

But, I am not too deeply upset. My family and friends are more crying about this than I am. Still stings a little, but on the other hand I was always fine with him being with another girl, so I guess that's why I'm less bothered now. He should have the right to be with whoever, after all.

On the other hand, there is a part of me who wants to put all his crap outside and have a nice bonfire.

But I try to ignore that part.

Anyway, we are no longer together. As one door closes, another one opens...

Or so I hope. =(

Dear Reactions,

I know last night you were toyed with. A lot. Yes, I renamed you and shuffled you around, not to mention put so much weight on your shoulders when I expected you to be there for me.
I mean, being a reaction has got to be hard, and I take it for granted that you'll just magically appear on my blog at the click of a button.

But, at the same time reactions, you are a responsible blog function and you need to do your job. I'm not yelling at you, reactions, I just think that coming to work every day and on time is the right thing to do. I'm sure that when you think about it, you'll realize that too.

There's got to be some sort of compromise we can make here. I won't play with you as much, and leave the blog coding alone for a little bit so you can get used to your new environment. In return, maybe you could crawl out from hiding and come great the new world I've prepared for you. I'm sure you'll like it, you'll get clicked a lot and people will play with you. It's really fun, I promise. Just ask all the other blog reactions.

It's sort of what you're made to do. So, I'll make your life a little easier, and you just do your thing.

Lots of Love,
Eagerly awaiting your homecoming,

Penskii.

Edit upon seeing that reactions still are not working:

Dear Reactions,

Fuck you.

No more love ever in life,
Penskii.

Bwahaha Yes!

I've conquered drop-down menus. Not exactly the pretty ones I wanted, but they'll do.

This blog is somewhat pretty now. Still needs a biiit of tweaking, but at least the blog isn't broke any more.

Edit: Okay, spoke too soon. reactions still aren't working.

I obviously need to get a life.

I need to maybe log off occasionally and do real life things, lol.

Moving on.

Time to get the Drama off of the front page of my blog.

Instead, have Juniper making an adorable puppy dog face:

Well, this is what it's come down to..

"This post was made by _______ who is currently on your ignore list. Display this post."

I'm thankful Bliss's Unbound forums has a block feature, because the drama from the other night did fizzle and die down- thankfully, but this user in question is just....a complete and total piece of work.

Fantasy World Cycle 2 Entries

Alright, so, part of me getting a Simming blog was to keep track of my entries for Sims Modeling Competitions.
I thought it would be easier to just group my entries by competition instead of having them in separate posts and playing search 'n find.

Since Fantasy World has been done for awhile now, I'm going to start with that.

Drama already. D=

Subtitled: Not really drama.

I just feel the need to express that on the internet, you should never assume people know the tone of voice you're writing in. You should also let arguments drop when they are trying to be resolved in a peaceful manner.

Good life lesson, amiright?

Oh, also- don't be a stuck up little bitch who is rather full of themselves and can't take the same she dishes out.

The end!

200 222.

Oh yes. This happened last night. 200 posts over at Sims 3 Unbound (Bliss's forum.)
I've been posting like crazy.

Modeling Competitions: Updated!

• Gentlemen's Club Cycle 1 [Not sure where this comp is going...=/]
  
• Dark Shadowz Faerie Edition Cycle 4
  
• Enchant Me Cycle 3
• Queen of the Underworld Cycle 1
• Beech Modeling, Swimsuit Edition. (Cycle 1?)
• One Shot Modeling Cycle 1
• I Do Cycle One

That's...7 Competitions.
Seven.

Holy Fuck.

I also do advertising for Sensation Magazine, and write for Sensation Teen.

And I'm planning a little just-for-fun story. Title is a WIP.

Edit: Not to mention hosting Last Model Standing AND being a Co-Host for L's Edit Mania.

Holy fuck fuck fuck.

Modeling Competitions I'm In

• Gentlemen's Club Cycle 1
  
• Dark Shadowz Faerie Edition Cycle...4?
  
• Enchant Me Cycle 3
• Queen of the Underworld Cycle 1
• Beech Modeling, Swimsuit Edition. (Cycle 1?)
  

I'm /pretty/ sure that's it. I also entered Shop Me Stunning Set 3.

Hello Blog World!

Yay, another blog!

I decided to roll (almost) all of my Simming junk together in one blog. It'll make it easier (and more likely) for me to update.

If I write anything serious, though, it'll probably get it's own blog. Unless I fiddle with the drop down menu s'more to make finding Legacy-related posts easier.
I can probably do that.

Alright, hello world, here I am!